What the fuck is wrong with you ? Stop playing with my feelings it's hurt :'(

Oh my god , I already gave you a second chance but you still do the samee what the hell is this ? Oh my god just  pleasee I'm sick of it ! Finee , no more the third chance I guess I will never get you pun . It's okaay I don't want to get hurt anymoree goodbyee :(

What a great day yesterday and today ♥

Heyy right now my life is just perfect ! Yeaah just perfect . I hope nothing will try to be a bitch or whatever shit thingss . This week , I love this week especially yesterday and today . I just love it and of course I love it for reasons hahaha . How to say eh ? I can't write it here because I'm scared if that special someone read my blog and then habis kantoi hahaha just can't . But he really made my day , he light up my world like nobody else , he's the one that I think about everyday , I found his love in a hopeless place , he got that one thing and he just make me feel so secure and special likee you know , when your crush did something special for you , for sure and of course you will smile non - stop like me , till some of my friends who realize that I was smiling non-stop ask me why I'm smiling like that but hahaha I can't tell you guys nanti kantoi d:

Thank you Lord cause you made him show up in my lifee , he complete my life . I kinda like him and I hope no one will never ever tear us apart once again and if someone do that again and if it comes from the same person , the same female dog , the same bitch and the same biatch I swear I will slap her becausee I can't hole my temper anymoree if you do that again . I swear I will be 1000 millions time bitchy than you and I swear you will hate me cause once I be a bitch , I will always be a bitch to you . Remember that . Hahahah back to our real topic , thank you Allah , I am so grateful to have him in my lifee :')

He made me feel special , secure , safe and sound . He's charming , cute , tall , tanned skin , make me laugh with his joke , his smile is just like heaven , his eyes sparkling , his voice and his attitude really made me fall in love with him over and over again . I won't let you go eventhough you don't even know I love you for past 10 months , nevermind I will give a try okaay . Heheheee as long you still keep in touch with me , it's just so beautiful , boyy . I love you and thank you for showing up in my life when I decided to move on but then you came into my life again and batal niat nak move on . Hahaha just don't break my heart again okaay baby :')

Todaay , I went to Jupiter's . Firstly after I went back from school with Irfan , I went to Dayang , Dania and Innaz and we went to Secret Recipe to eat for lunch . Dayang's sister which is her name is Dayang also work theree , uh awesome ! Then after 1 30 minutes , we went to Jupiter and had to run 5 round padang with Teha , Dayang , Dania , Ika and Sasa penat weh ayoo , then we rest at the hall and I saw Hafiz which is just right in front of me at the hall and he gave me his water . Well thankyouuu , you save my lifee hahaha penat nak mati then at 5:00 Ika and I went back homee . At 6 we went jogging and ate at restoraan then continue jogging at 7 we went back homee . I had to lompat pagar rumah cause it's lock -.- sakit bontot time landing wehh it's hurt so bad ! Hahahah I lovee todaay so much and I got to go I am so sleepy goodnight peoples I hope you guys have a nice day tomorrow and so do I :*

I am so getting over you !

Heyy I can't believe I actually did that like seriously I love you for more than 10 months but you are so dumb , useless , shit and whatever because you never realized that . I gave you like 73239897 clues , but you never know and figure it out . I don't give up on you , there is still a little tiny hope that I will love you back I hope so it will not gonna happens . It's suck man when I'm falling hard for you , my results pun teruk because of this shitty things . So , I'm done of trying , but as what I told you just now , there's a possible-lity ( I don't know how to spell ) I can fall for you again cause there's a little tiny hope that I can fall in love with you . You know sometimes we found love in a hopeless place . But for now I am so getting over you . I'm getting over you not because my heart is broken or whatever love things that make you feels hurt and sad , but because I already told you that I like you but not in a serious way . It's up to you to take it seriously or not . I just tell you the truth and what kind of girl I am that's all . Everything is in your hand , either to take it seriously or you don't think it's serious and you don't even care . So I'm not sad if you just do nothing when I told you , because I know we can't force love . I just feel like I told you already , now I feel so lega and free from falling in love with you . You already dissapear in my love life and the most important is in my heart . Yay , I don't have a crush on you anymore . 

Thank you Lord for letting this feelings so . I don't feel sad , heartbroken , jealous ( maybe a little bit ) and hoping too high . I told you everything about me when I'm with the guy I love but technically we talk about it  

  not in serious way , we laughed and play around while I was talking about this . Now you know what I feel about the guy I love which is you , how I react when I'm with him , I will never make the first step and never ever happens in my life , who I love before I love you and everything . So I'm sure you will know what are you gonna do after this . If you don't take it serious we can be just normal like before lah and if you take it seriously emm I don't know ? Still be normal ? I just thank you to God cause he made this feelings dissapear and yes man ,

     8A's is my target .  I got 4B and 3C so far right now . Ya Allah , kau kuatkanlah iman dalam diri aku dan kau buangkan semua perasaan malas dan perkara yang negatif yang mempengaruhi minda dan diriku . Hanya kepadamu aku berserah dan hanya kepadamu aku meminta pertolongan dan hanya kepadamu aku memohon untuk mendapat kejayaan dalam kehidupan di dunia dan di akhirat . Aku bersyukur kepadamu atas apa yang engkau telah beri dah hanya engkau yang mengizinkan aku mendapat 8A dalam PMR jika aku berusaha dan berserah kepadamu , Amin .

On our way from Kelantan to Terengganu :D

Hahaha 30 minutes before we left ze hotel . Oh my god , I feel so sad to leave the hotel because the hotel is so comfortable and you know comfy :3 

but heh , I had to leave it jugak , then we on the way to Terengganu . Byebyee Kelantan well Hello there Terengganu !

In front of ze Khalifa Suites Hotel :*

Hahahaha I hate this photo -.-

My younger sister :)

Heh this picturee ~

Bunny earsss !

Hahahah this is Athira , we already in Kuala Terengganu yay ! Hahaha we stopped at ze beach and lunch there . Then we continue our journeyy !

Hhahaha ayu tak ? LOLZ 

So so windy and HOT .

Bunny ears all over again !

Hehehehhe 

with me and mah cousah !

I love this picture ! wee wee ~

what the hell is wrong with my eyes -.- 

Hahaha till here first for this post , gonna continue in another post . byebyee readers :*

At ze Banjaran Titiwangsa and at ze Khalifa Suites Hotel :D

Heyy it's us at ze Banjaran Titiwangsa ! Oh my god , ze place is so cool like ice you know . I'm so so cold and freezing up there . Air dia macam batu dekat sana haiya but it was so cool and awesome . We took some pictures and menikmati pemandangan hahaha . I want to vistit that place again but you know , there's no line up there . I cannot text and call peoples -.- 

I like that ' bunny ears ' a lot .

 Athira !

Hehehe us :p

Weee so so cold and windy :*

Finally we're in Khalifa Suites Hotel in the Kelantan . In front of the lift hahaha on our way to go downstairs so we took this pictures . Well , my eyes so big aite ? hahahaha kanak - kanak riang hahaha . On our way to take ze bag in ze car .

In ze hotel .

again bunny ears !

Then we went to Parkson to go shopping ! Yay from 4 till 7 we went to shop there hahaha . I bought 2 clothes , 1 selendang , 1 long skirt and 3 nail colours . Wanna see ze nail colours ? Here the picture

Isn't it adorable ? I love the colours hahaha . So nice and bright :)

This is her again hahahha then at 7 we went back to ze hotel and get some rest then went to dinner and pasar malam . Such a tired day gonna continue the journey of my life in ze next post :*

Pulau Pinang with Athira , my love one :*

I went to Penang with my cousin , Athira hahaha a day to remember . We went there for fun and vain vain vain for sure hahaha . Firstly , naik ferry to go to ze Penang . In ze ferry , we talked about everything I think hahaha then we took some pictures together . Just it's the best day ever in my life . For me , she is my best buddy after my best friends . She listen to my problem , she calm me down when I'm crying and we laugh about almost everything hahahah even the dumbest things we do . Hahaha I am so lucky to have her as my cousin . Then we went to food court and ate tom yam and etc . So manyy we eat lah  while tweet hahahah . Then we round - round around ze Penang , I love Penang very much . Beautiful town ever ! Then we naik ferry again to go back home hahaha best day ever . See you guys in ze next post okay :*

my cousins :*

bunny ears!

In ze ferry !

at ze Penang with Athira :*

Heyy obviously it's me baby ! Hahahaha 

Watching ze movie with mah cousin .

Hey whatsapp this is my cousin , Iki . Iki , Nadirah , Jan and I went to watch movie ' John Carter ' last Friday . That movie awesome gila hahaha like seriously I live in Jasoom (Earth) . Barsoom ( Mars ) Hahaha well I'm so lazy to write - write so byebyee :*

I didn't mean to fall in love , but I did. And you didn't mean to hurt me , but you did . So , let's finish this stupid circle of love life .

Right now I'm done believing you , loving you , trusting you , missing you . You don't even know what I'm feeling and you probably won't even understand . I'm less of a person thanks to you , nothing in world can match up this pain . I'm  so tired and sick of trying to seek your attention . Don't you know how hard to make you notice my existence ? Don't you know I have feelings for you ? Don't you know how am I falling for you ? You're such an idiot . At least you know that I am exist . I'm just done . Sick of crying , sick of pretending I don't care at all  every single things about you , sick of faking my smile and most o all sick of falling too hard for you . I'm just done . I just can't take it anymore . You know , it's damn hard to get over you . I hold my tears and yes I can . I am strong . But when I'm alone , I cry when I'm thinking about this stuff . Yes I'm not as strong as you think . Or I'm not even strong . I'm hopeless . Right now I just want to get over you , give my heart a break , and I don't want to care about you anymore . I'm just tired of trying and yes I give up . I don't want you anymore I guess . Just , live yor life and I don't want to care about you anymore . If you notice that I don't care about you anymore , I hope you understand what am I feelings . You always leave me hanging all by myself . When the sun is going down , I kept thinking how stupid I am for falling for you . Just I'm done . I don't want to care about you anymore .  No more  SOMEDAY for us .I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away . Honestly , it would've saved me so much from hurt and pain .  No more love and no more fake hopes . Everything just a game and we were forced to play it . You won and I lose . Game over .

bowling tournament let's go BJ let's go let's go BJ let's go !

Heyy , we went to bowling tournament at Sunway Pyramid . It was so awesome and fun but we were fucking tired . But , we were having so much fun . I want to go back on that time and play it again . I already miss all of them . Here are some photo of us hikhik I am so lazy to write more . So enjoyy ! 

 

You guys really made my day . Thank you babes :3