What a boring Sunday :(

Heyy  , what a boring Sunday todaay I guess Sunday is always boringg . Hmmpph so I did change my number because emm I fight with him and I'm scared the same things happened at mme last year will happen again . I swear to you , I did nothingg and suddenly BAM ! the whole school knows about that thing which I didn't do -last year tragedy- Seriously , I don't even know him and I never spoke anything about him because I don't know him . Everyone who knows me so well know that I won't do that . I hate fighting . I just want happiness dand fun ! But it's okaay it's a long time ago story . I forgive him already . But now , I can't believe I'm still fighting with my friend . Hmmph it's already 15 days but entaah he do nothingg .
I hate to enter my own class erghh . He just so mean bangsat -.- Finee you really want to get out from my life ? Finee goo , I'll hold the fucking door open for you . I still can live my life . Well I'm still a little bit sad about this incident , but what can I do ? I can't do anythingg . Haihh I am so soo don't know what I'm feeling right now . Ouhh it's my fault . Sometimess we never realize what's the best for us until it's gonee . Hmmphh , well it's happens to me right now . Wowww it feels like someone stab your heart with milions sharp knife and they just leave you there half - alive . You have to stay strong if you want to survive . I did cry likee every night before I go to sleep because I don't know . He's already a part of my life but then he's gonee . Ishh he's like my brother . He take care of me , he cares about me , he made me laugh , smilee and really made my day every single day . But now , it's empty . Haihh , he will never know pun that I do miss him sometimes because I act like nothing happens . Heello , takkan every seconds I have to stay sad and silent ? except when I'm lonelyy and yes I did think about it . But hear this , I will never say sorry because of his words . SO MEAN ! Menusuk jantung tau apa yang dia cakap . And yess I'm not sorry . Hmmmpph but I don't know lah . You mess up my mind . Ouhh , but thanks to him . I don't really stalk my crush after we fight because I have no mood to stalk my crush and and talk to him and do nothing . It's like I'm getting over him alreadyy oh my god ! thankk you so much for this but emm pfffttt I don't know lah . Zzzz I don't know what to write anymore but yes it is OBVIOUSLY MY FAULT . Ughh byebyeee I'm still waiting Anis to upload our pictures and then I post it in the next post Insya-Allah :)

Eheh it is my fault and I'm not sorry .

It's been so long that I didn't write any posts because I cherish my life until my I had a fight with my own friends which is my best buddy . Haih , it is my fault that we argued but heey please understand me for once . I didn't tell him that I was fighting with my mom which is the same day I had a fight with him . I don't know why I didn;t tell him . I feel so stress , pressure and I cried on that night , Then I got text from him he said sorry but at first I didn't replyy then he texted again and I did reply but you know . When you had a fight with your OWN mother , of course you feel bad , sucks and such a stupid person alive in this planet . Cause mom is everything to me . Yess it is my fault that he and I fightt , it is my fault and I'm not suprise if he blame it on me . But can you pleasee not use that annoying , hurt , pain words when you fight with me ? You hurt me with , you break me down , you let me down , you breaks my heart , you burst me into tears with that meany words . It just so mean . I cried till I asleep you knoww . Dahlah I was fighting with my mom , then you texted me with that way , wow be me , feel it , what you gonna do huh ? I feel so mess up , down everythingg shitt . Yess I feel that wayy , I wanted to say sorry but then you said that ' kind ' of words and yeah I'm not sorry .
I'm a girl , I am sensitivee . Maybe you look at me and feels like I have no feelings , heartless but deep inside it's hurt more thaan everything in this world . Dahlah one class with me , I nak je tukar class and I no lie . Ergh but I'm not that mean and cari gaduh anythingg . I'm just silent and do nothing in class . Stupid bitch , I hate him so much sometimes then I remember he used to be by my side when I have problems and when I'm happy , heartbroken , sad and everythingg . So it's okay , it's alrightt . I don't want to do anything , I'm just gonna continue with my lifee and live my life . Byebyeee guys :*

Roadrun Daayy 21st April 2012 - A Day To Remember :)

I love todaayy .  I had so much fun todaay ! Firstlyy I arrived at school around 7 : 15 am and then I went to Farahin and saw Sasa . I hangout with Sasa , Teha and others then it's time for some exercise to warm up before we run . Maybee to maintain stamina or whatever . After 10 minutes , yeah it's time for roadrun . Firstlyy I ran with Dayaangg halfway then met Arinah halfway . So Arinah and I ran or the right words ' walk ' together until we arrived at school . Holaaa damn tired , then when we entered the school , peoples shouted at as ' Jupiterr ! come on ! come on ! ' and then we decided to run at the field and we got Q ! Well it's okaay at least we tried :)
Theen we went to canteen and bought waterr , arghh heaven ! then we went to dewan terbuka under khemah and watched peoples perform . Oh my god , damn awesome wehh ! I love all of their performance then it started to rain hahaha and we blamed them because they sang , rain falls heavily hahaha kayy we were so mean  hahah sorry guyss . Then we have to separated in sat in rumah sukan sendiri , I sat with Anis then we vain - ed together tepi dewan  and story - mory about everything . She's the besst :')
We took a lot of pictures and she told me she's gonna upload all of it on twitter tonightt , auww later I post you all the pictures in the next post . Then it's time to know our rankingg . Yesterdaay we got number 4 but today we got number onee ! Wohooo nothing is impossible maan ! Yeaah we shouted like crazy because we won maan ! Jupiter everywhere put your hands up in the air !

Semangat sukan , semangat rumah sukan , semangat Jupiter for life ! I had so much fun todaay , I just love todaay , awesome day todayy and I will remember it for the entire of my life :)