my stupid problems :l

sorry if you can't really hear my voice because I was sick on that time . It's about my problems and I don't know how to get through this I'm such a failure

June is not a good month for me this year . I wish I can go back a year ago on my birthday :'(

Heey , I never though it would be like thhis . I'm hoping that this year is gonna be a happy year for me but not . I want last yr . The day I met you and didn't screwed up . haih , I'm broken . I got so many problems in my head rn . I lost him for forever . I love you for more than a year but see what I got here ? Nothing , not even a little of your love . I'm tired of trying and now yes I give up you , on you and on your love . I'm loveless . And much more worse than that , I can't tell it here later he wil find out so let it be . When I heard something that literally breaks my heart , I was so shocked and didn't talk too much at the school . I'm just alone and quite , I have no mood to talk to anyone . It's breaks my heart you know and I think this is the best way that God shows me to move on maybe . Yeah a sign that you will never be mine for forever , now , later , 10 years from now , in the world or everywhere . Maybe we're not meant to be together . After I got home , I called my best friends and cried as much as I can . I cried and she calmed me down . Oh my god , it was the worst day ever . You broke my little tiny heart and yet I still love you .

But from now on , let's make it fair . You broke my heart but I can't break yours cause you don't love me . So let's make it this way . Let's just not be as close as we used to . Just a simple hyee and then walk away . It's a process to get over you and move on but I don't know if I can do this thing or not . Hmmph I'm still hoping that you will come back to me you knw cause I love you more than a year . I wasted my time on you :'(

I feel so stupid and useless like a garbage . I tried not to I don't know just we'll see . You broke my heart and I swear it hurts the most . I don't want to feel that way again :'(

OH HOW I WISH I CAN TELL THE SITUATION IN HERE BUT I CAN'T CAUSE I'M SCARED HE MIGHT READ THIS , SO I'M SORRY IF I CAN'T MAKE A BETTER EXPLANATIONS . THIS IS THE WORST TERRIBLE FEELINGS IN THE WORLD BUT I AIN'T GONNA COMMIT SUICIDE .

Soprts Day ! :*

Well it's quite fun , I had a good time w ras , diana and others . It's not that fun because of something but I had fun a little with my love one , anis sofea ! Hewhew I spent my daw with her hahaha and yeah the sports day was awesome .  

with tan , alia and dayang ! hewhew great day with them also !

hahah found this picture is someone's photo album . Lol so epic hahahaha ! xd

Stadium Mashusita ! :)

Were at the Stadium Mahushita to compete our event that we participated . Ohh I got third place for hurdles , lompat tinggi and 4 by 100 hahhaha funny . Whyy must all of them in third place hahaha . Well I had a great time and day w them . Some of them are diana farhana , anis , shazmi and aida :* Ohmygee , they really made my day . love them :* 

diana and diana ! hewhew love her *

again the diana's !

okaay I'm bored already ._.

my partner and my lahv ! :)

hey it's me ! Okay I'm bored and lifeless :3

another boring day .

same thing :p

Ohh it's girls day out !

it was friday and we were at the space u8 . hahaha we watched Madagascar 3 and it was so awesome and I don't know how to described . I swear it's the best movie among all . Hewheww I went there with Arinah , Fatin and Zue . Thank you guys for thaat day , really made my day :3

arinah and fatin , this two best friends retarded and awesome hahaha :)

Hari Guru SMK Bukit Jelutong ! :D

Oh it's teacher's day , so we didn't learn on that day and well quite fun and boring sometimes . hehee here some pictures . oh before that , I love my ustazah pn nik salida . She's so kind and nice and kuat agama . One day I'm gonna be like her . Insya-Allah . I mean nice like her , I want to be a lawyer ._.

my pedos partner are here ! hahahah lol love them to bits muah muah *air kiss* 

my classmates and my pedo , my singing partner and my partner yang selalu rosakkan lagu together in class hahahaha ! :* 

this cute little girl is Jasmine , I know she's a cute little angel aite ? naah she's mine get out of my way hahaha :p

Overall it was quite fun ! TATAA ! :D

Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya Camp ! :)

heey Imma prs hahaha so I went to prs camp and yeah it was so awesome and I love my prs's family . All of them care about me and love me maybee hehehe . We had a lot of fun , joy and tears at the camp . But the night was the best . We didn't sleep . It's like sleepover . W played truth or dare at 2 am - 5 am in the morning , stories about ghost stories , life , boys and who we hate the most at the school and much more . I swear it's one of the best night I ever had . And the camp , it's beyond awesome ! let see some photos here wee ! Let's go !

with marsyaa , hahaha my retarded partner :*

duck face alert ! :p

hello theree meet aliah and marsya ! oh and in the middle there's me :p

hehee my group's partner in prs camp and my best buddy goes to nik nur aliah ! Muah muah :*

heey gang and hey there ! thumbs up for you ! :)

I don't know who is this boy but he is awesome ! 

my baby ! :*

hehee soo it was awesome and I love it . too lazy to write tata ! :)

Meet Ikaa , my gorgeous girl alive ! :*

heyy again ! haahha okay now let's meet with one of my closest friends here . Her name is Ika and I know she look so beautiful aite . She always gimme useful advise , talk about boys and funny . I will cry if I lose her . She's the best I ever had . The best of friends I ever had :)

see isn't she gorgeous ? :) 

road run day ! :)

heyy ! I baru nak update my blog hewhew hahaha I'm so sorry that I didn't update my blog . I was so busy preparing myself for mid-term exam actually and so lazy to update ! Hahaha now I'm back babeyhh and let's continue w my story of my life . After April , my life sucks . I mean like really sucks I story you guys later at my next next post . Now it's road run day ! hahaha remember the previous post I said that I want to show you guys some pictures ? here we go ! :)

meet my lovey dovey baby girl , anis sofea ! she is so drop dead gorgeous . Seriously she's so cute ! I love her hehehee muah muah muaah :*