I am so getting over you !

Heyy I can't believe I actually did that like seriously I love you for more than 10 months but you are so dumb , useless , shit and whatever because you never realized that . I gave you like 73239897 clues , but you never know and figure it out . I don't give up on you , there is still a little tiny hope that I will love you back I hope so it will not gonna happens . It's suck man when I'm falling hard for you , my results pun teruk because of this shitty things . So , I'm done of trying , but as what I told you just now , there's a possible-lity ( I don't know how to spell ) I can fall for you again cause there's a little tiny hope that I can fall in love with you . You know sometimes we found love in a hopeless place . But for now I am so getting over you . I'm getting over you not because my heart is broken or whatever love things that make you feels hurt and sad , but because I already told you that I like you but not in a serious way . It's up to you to take it seriously or not . I just tell you the truth and what kind of girl I am that's all . Everything is in your hand , either to take it seriously or you don't think it's serious and you don't even care . So I'm not sad if you just do nothing when I told you , because I know we can't force love . I just feel like I told you already , now I feel so lega and free from falling in love with you . You already dissapear in my love life and the most important is in my heart . Yay , I don't have a crush on you anymore . 

Thank you Lord for letting this feelings so . I don't feel sad , heartbroken , jealous ( maybe a little bit ) and hoping too high . I told you everything about me when I'm with the guy I love but technically we talk about it  

  not in serious way , we laughed and play around while I was talking about this . Now you know what I feel about the guy I love which is you , how I react when I'm with him , I will never make the first step and never ever happens in my life , who I love before I love you and everything . So I'm sure you will know what are you gonna do after this . If you don't take it serious we can be just normal like before lah and if you take it seriously emm I don't know ? Still be normal ? I just thank you to God cause he made this feelings dissapear and yes man ,

     8A's is my target .  I got 4B and 3C so far right now . Ya Allah , kau kuatkanlah iman dalam diri aku dan kau buangkan semua perasaan malas dan perkara yang negatif yang mempengaruhi minda dan diriku . Hanya kepadamu aku berserah dan hanya kepadamu aku meminta pertolongan dan hanya kepadamu aku memohon untuk mendapat kejayaan dalam kehidupan di dunia dan di akhirat . Aku bersyukur kepadamu atas apa yang engkau telah beri dah hanya engkau yang mengizinkan aku mendapat 8A dalam PMR jika aku berusaha dan berserah kepadamu , Amin .