A day before Prs's Open House Day !

Today is my excited day ever in my life . You gais want to know why ? Prs really made my day . Without prs's duty , i don't know what I'm gonna do in my life . I mean school . Yes awesomer day ever ! Okaaay let's begin the story of my life today . 

So , as usual I came to school at 12.50 pm and went to hall . Then , went to Prs's meeting and yeah it's about what should we do during prs's open house that will be held the next day . So we run out of time . And then Akid gave us job to do some banners and others things . Then after finished meeting , Farahin , Aliah , See Man , Alyssa and Me stayed in there to do bannners and others . We did the banners with our own creativity . It was da boom ! Good job gais ! I'm gonna take pictures and upload it here . So , you guys can see what we really did . Eventhought it's not too perfect or beautiful , but we made it with our own way . So yeah , I really appreciated what we did just now . The banners ' WELCOME' Then after finished doing the banner , we did another banner which is title ' OPENHOUSE' and then doing some KAD RAYA and some 'ARROWS' It was so funnnn ! We did it until 3.30 which is the time for Form 1's recess . Khairin , Tan and Abbas order Dominos . Oh My God , wohooo can't believe it . I was effing hungry and then BAAAM ! There's a 4 extra large Domino's in front of me now . Don't like waiting , so I ate ! Hhahahahha what a perfect life . Hihihi many peoples joined us ! I lovee this day also ! I'm too lazy to write more things about what happened to my life just now , hihi but for sure it was so awesome . So , later I'm gonna upload all the photos of prs's open house day tomorrow . Just wait and seee . I am so happy with my life at school now . It's PERFECT . Ouh yaaa , and in my class ? Todaaay is so awesome :) Just love todaaaay ! Byebyee gais , wait for me to upload all the pictures okaay ,  byebyeee and thank you for reading my post ! Byebyebeyee

I love you like a love song , baby !

I love you like a love song baby since June . Count it , June , July , August , September and almost October now . Wow , time flies so fast aite ? Wow , almost 4 months I love him but he didn't realise . Yeaah , he's stupid . He's in form 3 . Hekhek . I close to him but I think I ca't fall in love with him but according to my title in this post I love him . So yeah I love him , but I hope I can control my feelings and I will not do any stupid things . I love him as my friend can right ? He is my laughing gas . But , you know . I have a sad life . I just can't tell you here in my own blog because it's too public . For sure , I hate my life . Because I can't find love . I am lifeless . I need him like I need bb . Hhahahah but I know that I'm strong . I can hold my fears , feelings and everything . So , think positive and stay by his side of he need me . That's all I can do for now . I can't take one more step or I might ruin my friendship . So just be his best buddy and be happy with what you got . I know it's hurt but believe me . Being your crush's buddy is way more better than being his gf ( but kalau jd his gf pun okaay ) because you don't have to dress up nicely when you with him and you can be you . Keep my words , real girl ain't perfect , perfect girl ain't real . 

I have to go , I want to hit  my shower ~ Byebyeeee gais ! Lovee you :-) 

It's not my bad day , it just hmmmpppph i don't know what the hell is wrong with my mood today :(

Can someone tell me why I feel so moody ? Ergh , teenager . Sometimes it's fun and sometimes it's like ' malapetaka ' Well , we have to enjoy our young day before we sit on a chair and thinking about our past . So , enjoy my moment is the best solution aite ? Okaaay , so let me tell you what I went through today . 

I came to school by bus . He picked me up at 12.10 pm and then arrived at school around 12.30 pm . I went to Khairin and he hang out with me while waiting for Tan , his girlfriend which is my best friend . Hahahhaha we talked and talked . And then Bieber came , Amirul . He talked with us and then we went inside the hall . And then there's Tan , she came so late with Dayang and Adriana . Theen we saw Dahlia , Ashman and Akid . We went to them and talked . Lol , then went to koperasi and then went to our class . Arinah tak datang . So , I feel like forever alone . But I was wrong . Then they hang out with me . Then recess and then the bell rang . I skip my story . So , after the bell rang , it's time to go home . But , my bus pick me up so late like 7.00 . I hang out with Akmal and he talked about  his girlfriend at me . Auww , they suchh a very cute coupleee . We taked about everything . Then his bus arrived so do my buss . Then I naik my bus then went home . And I don't know why I feel like a piece of shit ? What the hell is wrong with me nowadays ? I need laughing gas to cheer me up . Laughing gas , you are my hero . But , why don't you be here right now ? *Sobsob* I know I am forever alone :-(

Pictures Pictures Pictures Baby :p

Heeey guys , remember what I told you guys in my previous post ? I'm gonna upload some pictures of us doing gotong - royong thingy . Well , Taufeeq just upload sikit . Maybe because he's too lazy to upload . Well , whateverr but thanks anywayyy . Hihi I love them to bits . Here some photos of us !

Meet Akid and Dahlia :-) 

Best Friend since form 1 

Gotong - royong babeyh ! 

Pretending to hit Fazween . Lolololo why so serious ? Hahahahha 

That's what we call FUN !

The Perosak Band ! Are you ready ? okaay here we go now , 1 , 2 , 3 ! Twinkle twinkle little star , lolo what the fish ? 

What actually are you gais doing ? 

Lalala ABC DEF GHI , If I Die Young ~

See me ? Hehehhe saya buat kerja !

Meet Taufeeq ,Ayuni , Farahin . Aren't the cutee ? :)

Discussing what song should we sing ~ 

Pose gais !

Meet Fazween ! 

I love you guys , gambar time dekat Bayu takde because Taufeeq didn't ipload . Well blame it on him . wow , it's already late , i have to go now . Byebyeee gais . Love you to bits :*

Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya Is Awesomer Than School Prefect No offense :-)

We got the moOOoooOOoOooOvesss like Jagger Baby !

I want to tell you guys , Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya Is Way More Awesomer Than School Prefect . You guys don't believe it ? Really ? Fine I show you guys some prove . I will uploading all the pictures of us doing gotong - royong and funny things tomorrow night after Taufeeq upload it . Hehehhe I didn't bring camera . So , I told him to take more pictures and upload it . If he id not uploading all the pictures , I swear I kick his ass the next day ! All the photos is the only prove that show we are awesomer than them .

Wanna know the different between us and them ? 

okaaaay sure I tell you . School Prefect buat diorang punya duty gila serius nak mati . Yeah , I know . Bagus lah tu . They have discipline . Well we . We doing our duty with fun ! We have no time to become serious . we are cool man ! Kitorang buat job semua fun . we love to play anddd sing along ! Hikhik <3 But I have a lot of school prefect's friend . So WE HAVE TO RESPECT THEM ! Hahahahha okaay let's talk about my awesome day which is today and happened just now !

MY PERFECT DAY WITH THEM 

Firstly , I pick up Farahin at her house around 7.50 am . It was a rainy day and and I was so sleepy , cool and always cough . Psssh , that is absolutely me in the morning . Well , ignore abut that . We're here are not gonna talk about this shit things . Back to the real story pleassseee , hihi . Okaay then we arrived at school around 7.55 am and went to PRS's room . Woww , so messy like hell . Ermm , just a few peoples came to gotong - royong because we only need 10 peoples . Ada Farahin , Ashman , Akid , Dahlia , Ayuni , Taufeeq , Me , Fazween , Jojo , Mirzan , Arif and others . So many things we have to do . Then , I was so tired . So I sat on a very comfortable chair . We fight for that comfortable chair . Hahahha like Fazween didn't want to get up from that chair so we spin and spin and spin her till she feels like so dizzy . Then she get up . Hahahhaha it was so funny . SPIN SPIN SPIN ! Yeah , I got that chair , man . Like a boss ! Then Akid disturbed me . Really dude really ? I fight for that chair . He was like ' Get up from that chair ' I said ' tak nak '  Then he get me up using his weird way . He dukung me , really ? Gah , he got that sit . And and hello , I will never fed up . So I sat also on that chair again he dukung me . Hahhaha he kalah :p Finally rest in peace yoo !

Then we mopped lantai . Then hang out at the outside of prs's room . Hihi , so cool . we sat in a circle and played like a kid . Sing along with Spongebob songs , stupid games and many more !  Then we went to D'Bayu to have a lunch . Then they went back to their home . So tinggal I , Farahin , Dahlia , Ashman . So we went to Domino's and hang out there . Auwww , they such a cute couple :') 

Then Dahlia went home so do Ashman . So we walked home . Before that we hang out at D'Pangkin then went to Farahin;s house and sleep . So damn tired but still  It was a beautiful day . I'm gonna upload all the photos soon okaay . Just wait for it . Thank you guys for reading my post . I know it's suck because I am so sleepy right now . Wanna date with my bed . Be jelly hahah Jaykayjaykay byebyeee <3

School was fun . I mean peoples in it . School sucks !

School baby school ! Hahahaha , I being so hyper nowadays . I don't know why and I just do it because I feel so bored . Maybe because I was so bored and bored because I repeat all the same thing I do at school and it kept annoy me ,. Same things to do , just different days . I don't give a shit , man  . Let's make a different to make a new brand and better day . Hahahahha . 

Yesterday , 21st September 2011 - this is what happen when I'm bored .

I was so bored like hell . That time I was talking to Arinah and Irfan . But then I have no idea what to talk about so I played with calculator . Then so suddenly , I pretended that the calculator is a phone and called Britney Spears , Selena , Taio , Kylie , Usher , Enrique and others singer . Hahahaha Arinah called me that I'm psycho . Hahahha his boyfriend , Irfan also joined me . Hahahhaha It was so fun like wow ! Hahahhaha , I love yesterday ! This iz so cool ! And then I played around with the calculator until the school bell rang . Hahahha well . I'm not psycho . When I'm bored , I will do everything that will not make me feel bored and LAME ! 

22nd September 2011 - I don't think today I'm bored . 

I'm bored because Arinah was talking to his baby boy . Well I don't want to disturb them so I went to toilet alone . Thank God there's Jasmine in there were comb her hair . So I said ' Hye , Jasmine ' and we were talking . Then I said ' nak masuk kelas dah ? ' and she said ' Nope ' so we went ouside and ponteng at block B . We were talking about our crush and others . Hahahah lots of fun when she's with me . Hahaha I don't know why . Probably cause she's too nice to me and I started to think that she's awesome ! Hahahha stop ridicioulous . Hahahha then after finished satu masa BI , I went to my class lah ~ Hahahah thhen I'm bored so I took Irfan's calculator and played with it and called JAIS and and mengurat that JAIS . Hahahha Arinah gelak gila - gila . Well , hahahaha that's me when I'm bored . Then , actually we have homeworks to do but we ended up played ORANG KUNO , ORANG MODEN . Hhahaha we berdebat . It was so fun . Hhahahahahah everything was so cool . One of our debat thingy . 

Arinah : Orang kuno ada apa sebenarnya ? 

Diana : Orang kuno ada ipad . 

Arinah : bodoh , hahah kau guna kertas ke apa ipad kau tu ? 

Diana : Hahahah tak . Kitorang tinggal dlm gua . kawan dgn binatang . ada full set tv , eletrik , air semua complete .

Arinah : HAHAHAHHAHA

Irfan : *continue debat thingy ~ 

HAHAHAHHA IT WAS SO FUN LIKE WOW !

Then it was Agama's time .  We have to go to surau for amali solat . But Arinah wanted to go to toilet first . So we followed her . Irfan waited us at the hall . Then after she finished buat kerja dia dlm toilet , Arinah and me went to the hall . Yeah , too many guys . Then I saw Irfan . Well lots of guy kept menyampuk of what I was saying to someone . Then Arinah left me alone . Pssh , shit . Then I said ' nak pergi surau , nak tambah pahala ' Hhahahhaha 

HAHAHAHAH WELL MY DAY ! 

THANK YOU GUYS FOR MAKING MY DAY TURNS BETTER .

LOVE YOU TO BITS <3

Another Boring Day

I'm bored as hell . I don't know what to do . Right now , I'm chatting with yusuf , amirul and irfan  on facebook , retweet on twitter and reblogging on tumblr . I'm  still bored . I need life . Urgh , what on earth should I do now ? I kept eating and eating . I hate free time . I want to be busy like anyone else . Okaay , hrmmm today ? I didn't do anything . I just watched 'Hantu Bonceng' at Astro First . Well , it was quite fun . Hahahahahha . Talking about my previous post , I was so so so so so sad . Wow is that me ? What happened to my happy-go-lucky T.T Haiyo , that was terrible . I hope it will no longer happen in my life . It was so awful and embrassing okay . I don't believe it's actually me in my previous post . Wow , what a heart breaker .

Hahahahha  , later I continue write my post . I have to go . I wanna eat some more ! Byebyee . Finally , I have life ! Hahahaha

You know what it feels like when you hurt

Hey I guess today is my bad day ever . I'm crying right now . I'm insecure , sad , crying , emotional , stressed , anger , upset , jealousy , i don't know , I just feel so hurt right now , it's so hurt like someone stab me or hit  me with a car . I don't try to make a joke or being sarcasm . It is me right now , I'm hurt once again . Sorry tears , I can't hold it too long anymore . I'm such a weak girl , I'm not strong . When I get sad , I go to my tumblr and reblog anything , then I cry in my room in the middle of the night then I hate to see your face at school , but I'd still want you to be right by my side . I just don't even understand what I feel right now . It's fucking hurt , guys . I think no one couldn't make me feel happy for now . I just feel upset and hurt like hell . I know I'm not supposed to feel it . Besides , I have no right . He's not mine . He's not mine . He is not mine . Just I can't and I couldn't explain how hurt it is . I don't blame on him of what happen to me now because it's not his fault . I'm the one who guilty because I fail not to fall in love with him . Believe me , I did try my best not to fall in love with him , but I just can't . 

I can lie to everyone that I'm not hurt , I'm not upset . Same goes to my reaction . I act like nothing happen and hide everything inside my heart . I can't show off to peoples that I'm broken . I just can't . But heart cannot lie and same goes to my feelings . They can't lie . They just can't . So do I , I can't lie that I love you . Seeing you with another girls make me feels so insecure . I don't know what to do . So , I just see you from far . But , I don't know it could be this way . Like I really love you so much , like really - really fall in love with you . And feel so insecure , upset , unsafe when you with other girls who are prettier than me . I know that I'm not pretty . I'm not cute , skinny , perfect . If I being fake , it's not real namanya kan ? So , I just be the real me . I can't hold this tears for so long . I kept it for a long time . It's time to let go but why it's hurt too much ? I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU :'( 

Can you show me how to love you in the right way huh ? I just can let you go and watch you with another girl :'(

Dania's Open House

Hyeee , todaay 11 September 2011 . I went to Dania Adzmi's house , Firstly , I went to Farahin's house the we walked together to her house . We met Dayang , Dania , Mirzan and Innaz there . We hang out and ate . Then we went upstair to watch Final Destination then we changed our mind to go to D'Pangkin to buy laughing gas . So , we went there . We shared our money to buy that things . As soon we got that thing , we went to Dania's house and entered her room . We put the laughing gas and spray it in the balloons and sniffed it . Woow , actually I don't know how it works . Firstly , nothing affected pun . Then , Dania started to laugh so suddenly then we laughed like a crazy person in the world . Hahahhaha it was a precious moments . Hahahahaha , then Farahin and me have to go home early because my dad on the way . So , we left her house early . And then , I hang out at Farahin's house and then my dad arrived . Hihi best day I ever had . Thans a lot Dayang , Dania , Farahin , Mirzan and Innaz . Love you guys to bits :*

Farahin and me , while we were walking to Dania's house . we took our picture together .

                                                            another picture of me

Meet my girlfriend 

                                                                 

I look so weird 

Peace yawww ~

This picture is so funny !

Meet mah beautiful ladies !

What were you guys talking about eh ? 

Meet Innaz , she's so sporting 

Mirzan , meet our gay bestfriend

Hihi , this picture

Auwww , we are cute . Isn't it ? hahahah joke

Meet Daniaaaa , baby baby :)

Nicee weird face 

Hahahah , stop doing that face 

You look so cute

Hahahhaha , yesss you guys rock 

Meet my another family baybeyh !

Who own the road ? We own the road ~ 

Thank you guys , I love you guys . Thankyou for making my day turns better . 

11 September 2011 - Dania's Open House ! 

Hihihih , I love todaaay <3

First Day Of Raya

Meet Nana . My cousin , hihi she's so cool and gorgeous anyway ~

Meet Iki , coolest cousin ever 

he's eating popcorn .

Pepsi , popcorn , everything

Nice pose you got there

The tickets

Popcorn again 

Tickets please :)

Our seating place is number 6 ~ 

Wow , you look so cute here 

What's the point you did that ? hhahahah

Counter 

Final Destination pleaseee

Hihi , i look more cuteeer 

i look even more cuter here .. Hahahha JK

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This is my first day of raya ! We went to Big Lotus Cinema to watch movie after finished beraya rumah orang . Hahahah I got rm160 on first day of raya so we went to watch a movie . We decided to watch Final Destination 5 and oh yeaaah we watched it . That movie is sooo scary and creepy but naaah , I'm a dude , man . I'm not scared ! Hhahahaha whatever laah . Okaaay , I show you all of the pictures so I could write less here . Byebyebeyeeeeee see you in the next post okaay !