I didn't mean to fall in love , but I did. And you didn't mean to hurt me , but you did . So , let's finish this stupid circle of love life .

Right now I'm done believing you , loving you , trusting you , missing you . You don't even know what I'm feeling and you probably won't even understand . I'm less of a person thanks to you , nothing in world can match up this pain . I'm  so tired and sick of trying to seek your attention . Don't you know how hard to make you notice my existence ? Don't you know I have feelings for you ? Don't you know how am I falling for you ? You're such an idiot . At least you know that I am exist . I'm just done . Sick of crying , sick of pretending I don't care at all  every single things about you , sick of faking my smile and most o all sick of falling too hard for you . I'm just done . I just can't take it anymore . You know , it's damn hard to get over you . I hold my tears and yes I can . I am strong . But when I'm alone , I cry when I'm thinking about this stuff . Yes I'm not as strong as you think . Or I'm not even strong . I'm hopeless . Right now I just want to get over you , give my heart a break , and I don't want to care about you anymore . I'm just tired of trying and yes I give up . I don't want you anymore I guess . Just , live yor life and I don't want to care about you anymore . If you notice that I don't care about you anymore , I hope you understand what am I feelings . You always leave me hanging all by myself . When the sun is going down , I kept thinking how stupid I am for falling for you . Just I'm done . I don't want to care about you anymore .  No more  SOMEDAY for us .I wish I could go back to the day I met you and just walk away . Honestly , it would've saved me so much from hurt and pain .  No more love and no more fake hopes . Everything just a game and we were forced to play it . You won and I lose . Game over .