It's hard to take a role in someone's life when you're not even part of the script.

Everyone has a pain . Only the way of expressing is different . Either you fools hide it in your eyes or the brilliant peoples hide it in their smile.

Hey I'm feeling so down today , I just realize I'm such a loser when I keep hoping that you will notice me someday and know how much I'm in love with you . I think that ' someday ' day don't even exist in our life . You won't even wants me because I'm not one of your wanna-be-girls . I'm not your type and I know I will never will be yours and you will never be mine . I'm just tired of pretending that I'm not even care about you and I'm not hurt when you didn't talk to me . I feel so I don't know how to express my feelings right now but it's totally hurt my heart . I just hope that someday day will happens . That someday day that gonna change my love life . That day when you realize how much I love you , how much I care about you , how much I want to be part of your life and the nost important is how much I wanna be your girl . Someday boy , someday . But , the more I thinking about this someday day , the more I feel that it will never ever happen in my life . You won't notice how much you meant to me cause I'm totally good in hiding my feelings away from you . You just that special someone . Yes you but you will never know cause I don't know how to tell you . 

Hey I remember the first day I met you , you were so cute and you call-ed my name and smiled . Hey , I miss your smile that just for me . I like the way you call-ed my name on that day . But I don't know you meant the world to me . I don't think so that I will fall in love with you this hard . You said you will never break my heart but you just did . You said everything that I want to hear , but I need prove . Ever heard this quotes ? Action speaks louder than words ? But you don't do it you just talked . You broke my heart into pieces when I found out you like another girl which is totally far cuter than me , skinnier than me , fairier than me and beautiful than me . My heart feels like being stabbed by a knife millions time . I cried every night but you didn't know . I'm happy for you . But close your eyes , pretend that you're a girl and you like this one boy . This boy pulak like always make you smile when you with me and you think you can be with him someday . But you were wrong . He likes someone else and he's with the girl . What you feel ? Down right ? hmmph that's what I ffeel but I can never let it show because I'm too weak . Just hide my feelings away and fake a smile . Let my tears accompany me every single night in my life . 

SOMEDAY SOMEDAY SOMEDAY . I just hate this words . SOMEDAY is no longer exists in my life . I don't believe in love anymore , I don't believe inn miracles and I hate love stories . I'm broke enough and I hate it . I don't want to be in love wih anyone else after this . Just no I'm tired of believing that SOMEDAY will come to my life when it's the right time . Create a romantic scenario with me , and always be by your side and feel the warmth of your hand and hug . But , it will never happen right ? It's modern day today , love no longer exists aite ? Haih I'm tired of pretending . Just I let you go I don't want to be hurt by you anymore :')

You guys really made my day 250212 ♥

heey gais , long time I no update my blogg . Okaay so let me tell you about our days out yesterday . Last two days , Ika called me and said ' Diana let's go to sunwayy with 8 others' then I said 'oh okay sure '.Hahaha let's skip the story so the next morning , I woke up at 8.30 am and showered and get ready . Then , I waited for ika to pick me up . At 9.15 she arrived and we went to Teha's house first and waiting for Sasa and Alia . We entered her house and went to her room . Hahaha Teha didn't bath yet so she go mandi and we lepak-ed at her room first with alia and ika . Then Sasa arrived and then we get readyy . Then we go downstairs and ate first and and I like her maid so nicee and funny haha then I bbm-ed Arinah to wait for us and we pick her up another 10 more minues . She waited for us at the Bayu . 

with Ikaa ! 

After that , we naik kereta . Teha's brother sent us at ze Sunway . First we took Arinah first and I was suprised because first I don't even know she's coming with us but then Ika told me she also joined us and second we wore t-shirt which is ze same colour . Hahaha so unbelieavable . So there were five of us in ze car . Ika , Sasa ,Teha , Arinah and me . So yeaah let's go to the sunwayy . Hahhaha together we sasau - sasau in ze car ! 

With Sasa and Ika and Alia and and Teha in ze car . On our way to to pick up Ina !

Finally we arrived yay ! So I follow-ed Ina to the bank . She said nak keluarkan duit . Then we went to bowling but pfft full . At 5 pm baru boleh main . Heyy it's 11 o'clock in the morning . What the fuck do you think we nak buat another 6 hours ? then we made a decision to go to the Summit . but we waited for Syahriez and Fahmi first . Then we across the jejantas and took a cab . Wow so ddamn mahal weh the price nak go to the Summit but we have to lah . we took two cabs because they were 8 of us . Ika , sasa , teha and alia took the first cab while arinah , syahriez , fahmi and me took the second cab but we sampai Summit first because the first cab stuck dekat road because of jam .

Then we followed ze boys to the pool . Diorang main game tu first then Ika bbm-ed Ina and told us to go bowling . Then we went to bowlingg ! We played 2 games hey it was so fun likee yeah ! hahaha I love all of them and we were so lucky to meet this one guy . Like so luckyy . His name is Abang Hanif . He pro weh main bowling and he teached us to play bowling with the right wayy  . Then Teha invited him to go bowling competition this Wednesday and watch them play bowling ! Yayy we hope so he come and givee some support ! Hahahah at 2 maybe we finished . Here are some pictures when we played bowling . Banyak lagi pictures but Teha and Ika belum upload lagi . 

with Teha Sasa and Alia ! 

hahaha first game baru yang ni :p 

Then after finished 2 games , we're out from bowling and disscuss-ed either want to eat here or Sunway Pyramid . Erm then we decided to go Sunway Piramid again . Pfft terpaksa keluarkan duit bayar teksi . we finished 60 bucks dekat teksi , 120 bucks bowling . wow hahaha then yay we lunch dekat Georgetown White Coffee . Erm 80 bucks habis dekat lunch hahahah hey it's a normal price . Then we go to the top foloor to go watch movie but full argh bitch ! Then we cancelled our plan and we went to Kitchen , Forever 21 , Cotton On and others to go buyy clothes . Syahriez keep poking us but when we poke him , he tak geli . What are you ? made of steel ? pfftt hahaha then Teha Ina and I were at the clothes area . Sasa and Ika at the arcade . Syahriez and Fahmi with us . Alia with her tadika's friend at ze McDonalds . Then Ika's dad called and said he wanted to pick Ika and me up . So , we couldn't find Ika so we made an announcement . All of them off their phonee pfft apalah hahah we so worried and waited at the counter . Then we saw them hahaha . Then we waited at ze outside of the Sunwayy and lepak-ed for a while ! Then his dad came , so byebyee guyyss meet you next 2 days at ze school ! Hahahha theen I went to Ika's house and lepak-ed with her till 10 pm . Then I went homee .

hahaha we tweet-ed and bbm-ed peopless . Hey it was so fun . Thank you guys you really made my day yesterdaay . I'm gonna upload more pictures when Teha and Ika upload it on Facebook . Hahahaha okay guys byebyeeee dah penat menaip byebyeee guyss meet you in ze next post Insya-Allah :*

she's my heart to heart girl and she will always be my true friends

This is Ika . Aren't she cute ? She's cute right ? Hahaha I swear I like her hair and I want her hair so badly . Okay in this picture my face mcm nak rape orang haha k wtf . We jog like almost 1 hour 30 minutes then we rest dekat tepi dewan then vain ramai -  ramai hahah orang gila mana ntah vain tgh jalan hahaha this ! 

Here are some photos of us . Enjoyy !

credits to Aribah who took this picture MUAH :*

So candid o.e

nyomnyom :b

her hair her hair ~

True friendship does not matter how stupid you are ~

roadrun last yearr , oh my god I baru  jumpa this picturee lol so nyanyuk lah me . hahaha nothing related dgn title for my post pun . so let's begin 

this onee , where are you ah bitch ? 4 days you didn't come to school . You told us you had a fever but asal lama sangat o: We're so worried lah . Haihh , just let us now if you still sick or dah sihat . Hmmppphh I mish you . Haih I need to go , my mom nak use my laptop . chow :*

my classmates and my bangang :*

Helloo , well I am so lazy to update my blog when the school dah start . Like damn lazyy ouh . So far so good lah but adalah a few still ejek me . Well , I kinda like it but sometimes it annoys me when I'm not in a good mood . But I never mad at them pun . Just for fun je pun . Okayy back to the real topic again . So my class ? classmates ? teachers ? my partner who sit next to me ? is it awful ? Hahahaha I'm asking myself lol I am so blur what to write now . Okayy let's just follow what my finger nak type dekat my laptop ni  . So let's begin the story of my life in 2012 . 

My classs ? 1 word to describe -AWESOME- It is awesomee , my old classmates in 2 Lambda last year . erm , they layan me pun okayy just like usual lah . For sure , I love my class . My classmates ? 3 words to describe -MOST AWESOME PERSONS- many awesome peoples in my class . Arinah who used to be my partner when we bored or do anything last year also stayy in the same class with me . Hello again Bingai . I love her I think she's the most awesome person I ever known . Her attitude , the way she talk . Hahaha just I think every guy wants him . Like seriously , she's awesome -WO CHAO PANG- Hahahaha I like her . ermm  ada jugak yg same class with me and being nice with me . Teachers ? They are so -CREEPY- weh like seriouslyy , cikgu mcm takde feeling gitu . Tegass and straight forward o: okaayy how about my partner whi sit next to me ? It's my pedo partnerr also my baby boo also known as my bangang :* Yeahh , finally my babyy same class with me . Hikhik yeahhh she always made my day like every single day she make me laugh like a crazy girl . She's the most penyayang best friend I ever had . One day If one of us pindah , I promise I find you . On that time I can drive dahh yeah awesome . I hope so tan and me tak pindah . We dah like sisters :'( 

Okaayyy soo me in class ? talk much and hangout and ada jugak buat homework . My class is not awful at all . It just -PERFECT- Hahaha I'm gonna miss my class a year from now on . I bet nanti mesti banyak memoriess hahaha well I gtg , dah panjang I tulis . Byebyeee gais :*

Kak Nadia's Engagement Day ~

Heyyyy , she dah engaged dah . auw so sweet . hahaha while waitinng for them we played at the playground together - gether . hahaha I am so lamee hahaha well who cares ? I call myself a kid apaa . Hmmpph nothing special pun . I ate a lot . Hahahaha and and Idk what to writee . so meet you gais at the next post byebyeee :*