Selamat Hari Raya !

Selamat Hari Raya Guys :)

Saya nak minta maaf kalau ada buat salah dan silap . I really - really sorry and I meant it . Yes I know , my attitude is like a slut kebelakangan ni . Hahaha , i was joking . But , if I made a mistake to you guys , I am sorry . Tomorrow is a special day. Hari Raya Hari Yang Mulia . Buang yang keroh ambil yang jernih .

Okaay , today is the last day of fasting to muslims , I'm gonna miss bulan puasa so badly because lot of unforgetable memories in this month . I get to know him better , I mean more further . I being the most religious person a day before exam , hahahhaha and many more :-)

Esok Rayaaaa ! Wohoooo . Dapat makan banyak - banyak , dapat duit raya banyak - banyak . Hihi I can't wait to wear my baju raya . Okaay , i have to go and get ready to my grandma's house . Tonight we're gonna have fun . BARBEQUE ! Yeaaah , and and plaay mercun ! Lawan dengan jiran nenek mercun mana paling kuat . Hahahahha , cant wait . I'mp retty sure its gonna be fun and a night to remember :')

Got to go , byebyebyeee see you in the next post ! Before that , this is some of my pictures at my mak long's house . Hihi

I was bored as hell . So , I'm vaining myself again ! Byebyeee and Selamat Hari Raya Kepada Semua !

I don't expect that .

What the hell ? Fine , if you don't wanna reply my text . It's okay ' best ' buddy . The way you layan me like I'm not important at all , like I'm a piece of shit . Yeaah whatever . Go on , next time buat lagi . I sent  you text like 96786 times , you don't even reply one of it . Then you went online , I asked her . You just said sorry ? Seriously , if you were my best buddy and you reply my text , I would like to tell you about everything that I really wanna tell . I can't wait to tell you about everything . Then you just replied it with ' Whatever ' What kind of best friend is that ? Whatever , kay , okay . Really ? if you don't wanna talk to me . Say it in front of my face . I finished my credits just because I wanna talk to you like hell because I miss you like asdfghjkl . I didn't expect this will gonna expect . 

What kind of best friend are you ? Fine I fed up . Lol , hahaha , what . you just replied my text with this things . Tell me how am I suppose to reply ? You tak minat nak dengar my story , face to face to me lah then . I dont want any stupid things happen . Let me enjoy eating my lasagna . Byebyeee -.-

I feel lucky like a four leaf clover .

LOVE : We think about it , Sing about it , Dream about it & Loose sleep worrying about it . When we don't know we have it , we search for it . When we discover it , we don't know what to do with it . When we have it , we fear loosing it . It is the constant source of pleasure and pain . But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next . It is a short word, easy to spell , difficult to define & IMPOSSIBLE to live without .

This beautiful quotes explain everything . Words can lie , same goes to reactions . But , our heart can't lie . You feel it with your heart . Okaaay let me explain more further .

You started to fall in love with a guy . Its called ' crush ' then you notice him every single day at school . You started to get know him better with knowing what he likes , who he is friends to , what he always do , open his facebook profile pictures , what type of girl he likes . Its called ' stalking ' dear . Don't worry , I bet every girl does that . Then you mad and cursing him when he talks to a girl , or bitch , or any beautiful girls , or a girl he likes to . Its called ' Jealousy ' Then you feel the pain and feel like wanna end this fuck world . If you brave enough , you will go and tell him you like him . But , I'm pretty sure you rather shut up and stare him from far because its too risky . He might not talking to you after that or ignore you . 

HAHAHA . Well I pernah ada in this situation before . It was awful . Then I decided to move on and enjoy my life . It works baybeyh . I don't know what to write about because I'm bored as hell now , so I write this things . In the next post , I'm gonna write about my preparation for Raya . I'll do it in just a seconds afteer this . Wait okaay , it will be soooooooo long if i rajin to write lah :-) 

Why is it so hard to forget you ?

Hey you , yes you , yess you . You , the boy with nice hair and tanned skin and being nice , awesome , annoying to me . Yes , you aree . I'm in love with you <3 

I have a lot of question that I can't even answer . Why is it so hard to forget you ? You stole my heart , you gave me hope , you make me happy , you made my day , you being nice to me , you're awesome , you're adorable . And I mean all of these things :) 

Why you gave me hope ? But thanks to you because you really made my day . Every single day , boy . Hikhik , but I didn't give my hope to high because I know it would dissapoint me once again . So yeaah , you say hye or smile to me is more than enough . 

Hikhikhik , I love him . Byebyebyeeee <3

24th August 2011

Errggh , y u no easy Seni ? y u no nice to me Geografi ? Why why why ? Todaay , hang out with Arinah as always :-)
We talked about our past time , funny moments , awkward moments , boys and crush . Hahahaha , so funny . We spent an hour talked about this things and laughed . Irfan also was there with us . He shared with us about his child time , hahahaaha it's a big and huge changed . I can't tell what he just told us about his life story . It was so funny and meaningful . We talked and talked and talked . We have nothing to do and bored like hell . This is my face when answered seni and geografi exam paper.

hikhikhik , I have nothing to write now . My brain is so blur and dizzy right now . I'm thirsty as hell and hungry . I wanna take a shower and then buka puasa with my family . Arrggh , so lazy to stand up . Byebyee guys <3

23rd August 2011

Woww , are you kidding me teacher ? You told us it's gonna be so easy . But why I can only answered 15 out of 27 Questions ? Maths is really hard and this subject will bring me down if I tak study hard . Today's paper , science and sejarah , wooww medium . I'd still can answered all of the questions . Well , I'm doing pretty good in both of the paper . Then , Maths paper -.- Yes teacher , I can do it in an hour and of course I'm doing good . An hour ? I need time to think teacher , my brain is so blur okaay . There is too much formula that I have to remember and write down in the exam paper for an hour . Psssh , you should see everyone face in my class when they get their mathematics exam paper . Hahaha so funny . This is my classmates face as soon they get their exam paper .

                                                                    Their reaction -

some of smart students in my class reaction -  

some of students who is whispering and pass the answer to their friends

some of them who is cursing at the exam paper 

and the there's me 

Well , I hope I tak fail . I hope so . Tomorrow Geografi and Seni . Hikhikhik , I hope it will gonna be as easy as ABC . But why I am too lazy to study ? I'm just lazy . Just now , I study Geografi . But then I fall asleep and woke up at 10 pm . Psssh , maybe I'm tired because last night I only slept for two hours . Two hours ! Holy shit , okaaay , back to study . Geografi , here I come and I will bring you down , baybeyh . Maths is being a bitch to me just now . So just gtfo ! Hahaha melebih sudah ini , oh my god . Hahaha my bm punya ayat . Saya terpaksa berhenti di sini and go to study before my mom enter my room and babbling at me once again . Byebyee guys . See you in the next post tomorrow :)

22nd August 2011

I can't believe I can easily answered all the examination paper . It was quite easy . Tomorrow , woowww Science , Sejarah and Maths . Oh God , help me . I'm scared as hell . I hope I will not fail any subjects because I don't want to . Are you kidding me ? next year , PMR . Haiyo , it really blow my mind okaay . Maths is easy if you can remember all the formula . Well , it quite hard to remember all the formula for now . Because in a day , we have science paper , sejarah paper and mathematics paper . All of this subject are really hard . Like you know , it is hard . If you didn't study as well . Don't dream to get A or pass the exam . Well , wish me goodluck for tomorrow . Today ? hrrrmm nothing interesting happened at school  . Like usual , hang out with Arinah in class , talk much and being hyper . But , I thank to God because I can answered the exam paper easily . Thank You Allah . Eh , ouh yaaa during recess just now . I went to Prs - room to take my certificate . Then Farahin and me saw ' kuih ' on Puan Syakirin's table , prs teacher . I took it and said ' Sedap gila ' Then Pn . Syakirin saw us and said ' haish , jgn tengok lama - lama . Makruh ' I was likeee ' whaaat ? *blur face ' hahahah then we went out and sat at the hall with Tan . We talked till the bell rang and baaang . Agama punya exam pulak . Quite easy :-)

I have to study but I'm tumblring right now . Yess I am and I love tumblr more than anything . Hikhik <3 

Okaaay got to go noww , Study time here I comeee in peace yaw . Why I have to study ? psssh , whatever . Byebyee guys .

I'm Into You Baby .

Well , after he walked away from my life and he will not gonna enter my life again for sure . I'm not giving him a second chance . I feel terrible , and the most important things is this feeling is so not cool . Why I'm so upset with a boy who didn't care about me anymore ? Like seriously . Okaay , 2 days later . All that changed when I met you baby . Hikhik , I steal this sentences form Jlo's song . I'm Into You Babbeeyyhh :)  Hikhik I feel lucky like a four leaf clover . Hihi , he's awesome . He came right on time after him left . He cheer me up with his own way . I'm not gonna mention his name here . It's too private . He is so annoying , awesome and cool . Well , we're not that close . But I feel so relief like this girl in this picture after he entered my life . Right now , your the most welcome here , baby . Okay let me give him a nickname . Errm how about cute boy ? okaay good . Cute Boy . Wow , it's not a nice nickname . But whatever . it's my blog and I can write whatever I want right ? Hihi . I'm typing like A BOSS right now . Hahahaa .

Yeeaaah , I'm typing like a boss (Y) Okaay back to the real topic . Okaay , I like him because he's nice to me , adorable , well sometimes he's too cruel to me . Sometimes . I don't love him because I don't want to get hurt anymore . Ouh one more , we have to study first , exam esok bhai ~ Nak bercinta di kemudian hari okay ? hahahaha but I love to stalk him . It doesn't mean anything okay -.- Hikhik I'm so happy and this picture can describe how happy I am right now .

Hahahhaah , okaaay . Right now . I have to study bit I can't leave my tumblr , twitterr , blogspot , formspring , facebook and wordpress . Byebyee guys for now . He is perfect , I would like to know him better if I could . He's in in the same form with me .Well , he did something that I can't forget till now and I'm not sure he really mean it or he was joking on that time . I hope he's not joking . Well , just now I found out that he like someone else . I'm not that sad , I'm just upset . But he can be my friends right ? Like kawan ketat-ketat . Hahahahaa . Stop merepek Diana and go to study . Okaay , I just can tell you this and not more than this . But , If I do have story to tell you , I'm sure I'm gonna tell you as soon as possible . I keep my words . Well , I'm proud of me right now because I'm standing right here today , a place that I should belong and well yeah . People keep letting me down . But , I'm not gonna give - up and I will go on with my life . Sometimes I'm up and sometimes I being in the bottom . Got to go now , byebyeee my blogger :-) 

Being hurt by someone is just the worst

He makes me feel special but then he's gone . He ignored me since last July . I asked him on facebook messages why he was ignoring me on that night , he replied my text ' I tak ignore you pun ' like really bitch ?really ? It was so obvious . I was like 'okay fine , ignore me'  Yeaah , stop ignore me and don't treat me like shit for no reasons , how could you did that ? Tell me , what exactly was in your mind when I was there ? I wasted 1 month of my life because  you made my day turns better but for what you came to my life and then you go like other peoples ? Easy come , easy go . Leave me alone after you made me feel like you're the important things in my life because you enjoyed and love to listen to all my life story . You are the best things I ever had . So , I guess after a month we know each other and now it's August already and we didn't talk for almost 2 months .Wow,that's impressing and hurt me more in the inside . Of course I won't show it to you how hurtful and sadful I am because I have to be strong and I need to use to it . If you really want to leave me . Okay,I'll understand and I can't do anything to stop you . Yes I'm just a weak girl in love . I lost in love game for sure . I am suck . Thank You for making my June's month special and I'm sure I'm gonna pay everything that you ever done to me . I just don't know when it will be.

Here is the list about all the sweetest thing he did to me :')

1 .  He always listen to me even it was the insane thing in world

2 .  He always tell everything that I want to hear

3 .  He hang out with me at Sports Day , Stadium , I Sukan 

4 .  He belanja me KFC 

5 .  He lie down next to me

6 .  He called me fat ._.

7 .  He texted me every single day

8 .  He wake me up with good morning text 

9 .  He's my ___

10  I don't remember other than this but he did all the sweetest things in my life .

I'm pretty upset when he left me like a piece of shit . Who the hell do you think I am ? Let me guess , you think I'm a girl that you can play for , then when you feel bored and you throw me like I'm a such a toy . Dude , even an idiot peoples can do better than you . Sorry dude , I'm not you're toy . You used to keep me and play with me , but then when you think I'm bored . You throw me like I'm such a plastic bag . Ouch , feel me please . I'm not your toy and IDGAF . Just be honest to me . Dumping me like this can't make you feel better . Keep that words , dude . I'm not goona seek a revenge but I'm gonna see if you can find any girls to play for   again . Just don't be a playboy . Good boy don't do girls like that . So , I hope you enjoy with your life and honestly , I can't accept you in my life anymore . Byebyeeee Dudee and be happy .