My classmates my family my ohana :*

soo in 2013 I got into 4 Lambda class which is account + perdagangan class hmmph I'm quite satisfied w my class & classmates cause idk cause they are alreasy a part of my life haha we shared too much joy & sadness already in the past 6 months I mean how can I not love these buddies . They made me realize about the value of friendship & I'm totally live my classmates . Besides , we're going to be in the same class for next one yr so haha we treat just like familt & yeah they';e kind of loud classmates but thats what makes my class fun & happening . Heree some of our picturess hihi ;)

SO DIS IS MY OHANA MY FAMILY MY PRECIOUS PEOPLE 

OMG MEET DEM HIHI 

WHILE SHOPPING FOR OUR CLASS DRAMA Y DONT WE VAIN JAPSS HAHA DIS IS MARIA :*

MY MAK NYAH 

YOOOOO HALUUU 

SKYPING W THE LAMBS

ON THE PEMENTASAN MALAY DRAMA DAY WEEE IM THE MAKEUP ARTIST I M SO PROUD W MY ART WORK ITS A MASTERPIECE LOL HEHE

PART TIME RETARDED PARTNER FULL TIME BEST OF FRIEND EVER HEHE

LOOK AT THE CAMERA ARENT WE ADORABLE

I LOOK LIKE A PEDO IN THIS PHOTOS OMG

JEJAKA JEJAKA TAMPAN 4 LAMBDAA 

HAHAAA WELL MY CLASSMATES SUKA VAIN KAN 

HEHE HYEEEE 

theres a lot more pictures but Ill upoad it later till we meet again in the next posst goodnight :*

My blog is still alive

Hello evelibadeyhhh ! Its been a while since I last update my blog awwh its not I dont have time for it but u know that kind of lazy feeling haha ugh but now I'm all fressh so lets start my 2013 journeyy hihi hye back everyone its 2013 already . I mean wow time do flies so fast uww Im sixteen now omg . I will just upload some photos because its 1:20 in the morning & I'm kind of lazy to write heheee lewlz see u guys in my next post adios amigos y'alls :*

hey hoo lame me hahahaa

heyhooo I was boredd hey hoo I'm back here in shah alaam hey hoo I'm boredd cause I got nothing to do hey hoo I'm bored I want to go fly back to penang take me theree babyyy !

karaokee & bowling & spent some quality times w my cousins :*

I had so much fun stayed w them for more than 1 month while school holiday and we did treasure all penang's mall but beach tak sempat cause I have to freaking come back here & take my frustrated pmr results pssh but it was fun and I found out it was hard to leave theem after having so much fun with them . We went kataoke , bowling , shopping & find the best restaurants in penang hahaha love u guys muah :*

Jan's weddingg ~

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so my another cousin getting married already haha congratss ohh I love their wedding so different from others woaah love it haha Johor's culture is so unique they got likee baling baling duit , tol & others hahaaa I took lots of pictures but lazy too upload . so here someee  

my big cousinnss ~

Iki he's my favourite cousinnn ~

waiting for the wedding to end cause we're that tiredd hahaha so meaan :p

emmm do I look akward in this photo

oh shut up I know I;m not tall enough

hikhikk aren't we cutee

*innocent face*

at homestaay we're so tired that we can eveen smilee hahaa

goodbye 2012 hello 2013

Hello people it's been a long time since I last update my blog . It's because I'm so damn lazy to update my blog and writee hahaa sorry for leaving you my baby blogg I won't leave you anymore maybee hahaa okaay so today is 20.12.2012 we're going to leave 2012 very soon and welcome 2013 . Well maybe this year is not a very good year for me . My life had been upside down this year too many tragic , unforgettable , stupid things I did by myself and I swear I regret it and I wish I can rewind and erase all my fucking stupid mistakes but humans make mistakes aite ? so let's just bear with it . But 2012 alsoo bring me a good things likee emm idk have fun maybe hahaha so overall it was a fine year for me

My life is great but sometimes I do have a sudden flashbacks about what I did and its haunted me like hell . I hatee it I wish I have courage to say sorry to everyone that I did mistakes . Hmmph let's just turn the next page and start a new refreshing brand new daay and forget everything okaaay hahaaa ~

a new chapter of my life is finally open

It's been like months I'd still can't solve my own problems cause I don't know how . ctually there's a way but it's a big risk so I don't want to do it. Enough with my unsolve problems . I will probably try to let them go and forget . let bygones be bygonea aitee ? Yeah somehow I miss them , old theem . But I just screwed up something that really matters me the most . He already being a part of my life and I do miss him somehow but I can't do anything . You know the reason why I didn't like to say sorry to him ? You want to know how ? Oh wait , he's one of my biggest probleem he used to be my bestfriend but now where is he ? Probably keep hating me and hope I die . Okaay back to my question .
You want to know why I didn't say soorry ? Peoples said if someone really want you to stay in their life either he/she your friends , bestfriends or any kind of relationship . They will fight for it . They will never ever let you get the hell out of their lifee because they sincere to have yoou in their life . Not because you're popular , rich , beautiful , thin and others . They will fight for it and they don't care how to do as long their friends didn't walk away from their life . This is what I called true friendship . I think he just my big mistake and it won't happen again .
I'm scared to get close with any other guy after he left me because it might end up like this . Right now , I try to avoid to get close to other guys . I'm not social much after what had happened to me . I'm scared the same things might happens once again . So just let me be alone . I wouldn't mind . You have no idea how I survive at school after you left me stupid bastard . You don't know how hurts me when they ask me about you  .
FUCK YOU STUPID BASTARD ASSHOLEE . If you're going to leave me like this . Don't even bother to come in my lifeee and be a part of it . You're not the only my problem .
You're a guy  You don't know what I'm feelingg . I have lots of problem and pmr is getting neaar I can't writee . My tears start to fall . I wish I never met you I wish I never met you .