I love you like a love song baby since June . Count it , June , July , August , September and almost October now . Wow , time flies so fast aite ? Wow , almost 4 months I love him but he didn't realise . Yeaah , he's stupid . He's in form 3 . Hekhek . I close to him but I think I ca't fall in love with him but according to my title in this post I love him . So yeah I love him , but I hope I can control my feelings and I will not do any stupid things . I love him as my friend can right ? He is my laughing gas . But , you know . I have a sad life . I just can't tell you here in my own blog because it's too public . For sure , I hate my life . Because I can't find love . I am lifeless . I need him like I need bb . Hhahahah but I know that I'm strong . I can hold my fears , feelings and everything . So , think positive and stay by his side of he need me . That's all I can do for now . I can't take one more step or I might ruin my friendship . So just be his best buddy and be happy with what you got . I know it's hurt but believe me . Being your crush's buddy is way more better than being his gf ( but kalau jd his gf pun okaay ) because you don't have to dress up nicely when you with him and you can be you . Keep my words , real girl ain't perfect , perfect girl ain't real .
I have to go , I want to hit my shower ~ Byebyeeee gais ! Lovee you :-)
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