What a boring Sunday :(

Heyy  , what a boring Sunday todaay I guess Sunday is always boringg . Hmmpph so I did change my number because emm I fight with him and I'm scared the same things happened at mme last year will happen again . I swear to you , I did nothingg and suddenly BAM ! the whole school knows about that thing which I didn't do -last year tragedy- Seriously , I don't even know him and I never spoke anything about him because I don't know him . Everyone who knows me so well know that I won't do that . I hate fighting . I just want happiness dand fun ! But it's okaay it's a long time ago story . I forgive him already . But now , I can't believe I'm still fighting with my friend . Hmmph it's already 15 days but entaah he do nothingg .
I hate to enter my own class erghh . He just so mean bangsat -.- Finee you really want to get out from my life ? Finee goo , I'll hold the fucking door open for you . I still can live my life . Well I'm still a little bit sad about this incident , but what can I do ? I can't do anythingg . Haihh I am so soo don't know what I'm feeling right now . Ouhh it's my fault . Sometimess we never realize what's the best for us until it's gonee . Hmmphh , well it's happens to me right now . Wowww it feels like someone stab your heart with milions sharp knife and they just leave you there half - alive . You have to stay strong if you want to survive . I did cry likee every night before I go to sleep because I don't know . He's already a part of my life but then he's gonee . Ishh he's like my brother . He take care of me , he cares about me , he made me laugh , smilee and really made my day every single day . But now , it's empty . Haihh , he will never know pun that I do miss him sometimes because I act like nothing happens . Heello , takkan every seconds I have to stay sad and silent ? except when I'm lonelyy and yes I did think about it . But hear this , I will never say sorry because of his words . SO MEAN ! Menusuk jantung tau apa yang dia cakap . And yess I'm not sorry . Hmmmpph but I don't know lah . You mess up my mind . Ouhh , but thanks to him . I don't really stalk my crush after we fight because I have no mood to stalk my crush and and talk to him and do nothing . It's like I'm getting over him alreadyy oh my god ! thankk you so much for this but emm pfffttt I don't know lah . Zzzz I don't know what to write anymore but yes it is OBVIOUSLY MY FAULT . Ughh byebyeee I'm still waiting Anis to upload our pictures and then I post it in the next post Insya-Allah :)