My mom hates me , anyone adopt me please :'(

Yes . I give up . I can't do what you want me to do , I can't and I know I have no right to bantah your arahan . I can but no one listening what I want to say and do . I'm not a kid . I have feelings , I have heart and most of all I'm hurtless . She asked me to do this , do that . Fine I still cando it . But when it comes to this one shit thing , I'm sorry I can't do that . You can't force me to do that . I can't tell what she asked me to do on my blog because it's my personal problem . Just don't you hate it when your mom force you to do a thing that you really don't want to do . I give up I give up I give up with my family . Everybody think I have a perfect family , happy family and everybody compliment my family . They don't know the truth behind every single things about my life .

Yes I do I have a lovely and great dad . I love him . He let me do what I want , he let me chase what I want in my life , he let me be what I want , he support me and he he hee let me chase my dream . Most of all , he is the only place I can be free and happy . What I want is not even illegal or shit things . It's the right thing and I just want that . Sometimes I am crazy and do stupid things but he always support me . I love him more than anything in this world . He knows what all teenager want , my dad pun dulu muda . I think he knows how it feels when someone didn't support her/his child to do what they want . Dad , you married a wrong woman . Not that wrong , she don't know what I want and she don't let me do what I really want to do in my life .

My mom ? She don't even support me . She she she HATES me . she only cares about her how to say ? I don't know how to describe and say it . She only think that I'm such a trouble maker , always humiliate her and I'm such a wild youth . Mom , I'm not . I never do that stupid things . I swear to Allah , I'm not . I'm not wild . You never heard a word called hyper , mom ? I'm sick of it . She always threatened me to sent me dekat asrama or school far far far away from my family . If you hate me that much . Just find a family that want to take care of me and adopt me . I know I can still success if I stay in my school  . I can I'll prove it ti you one fine day , mom . You never let me do what I want . Much worse than that , you forced me to do what you want me to do . That's unfair mom . That's not fair . It;s my life . Pleasee , let me do . At least support me , mom . But you're not . Just be my mom and support me like others mom do to their daughter . I'm jealous of everyonee who have a very caring mom . Gais , you are so lucky . Let me stop here , I can't keep writing anymore . Slowly it kills me from the inside

I LOVE YOU MOM I REALLY DO BUT PLEASE LET ME BE FREE :'(