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Sunday, 21 August 2011

Being hurt by someone is just the worst


He makes me feel special but then he's gone . He ignored me since last July . I asked him on facebook messages why he was ignoring me on that night , he replied my text ' I tak ignore you pun ' like really bitch ?really ? It was so obvious . I was like 'okay fine , ignore me'  Yeaah , stop ignore me and don't treat me like shit for no reasons , how could you did that ? Tell me , what exactly was in your mind when I was there ? I wasted 1 month of my life because  you made my day turns better but for what you came to my life and then you go like other peoples ? Easy come , easy go . Leave me alone after you made me feel like you're the important things in my life because you enjoyed and love to listen to all my life story . You are the best things I ever had . So , I guess after a month we know each other and now it's August already and we didn't talk for almost 2 months .Wow,that's impressing and hurt me more in the inside . Of course I won't show it to you how hurtful and sadful I am because I have to be strong and I need to use to it . If you really want to leave me . Okay,I'll understand and I can't do anything to stop you . Yes I'm just a weak girl in love . I lost in love game for sure . I am suck . Thank You for making my June's month special and I'm sure I'm gonna pay everything that you ever done to me . I just don't know when it will be.

Here is the list about all the sweetest thing he did to me :')

1 .  He always listen to me even it was the insane thing in world
2 .  He always tell everything that I want to hear
3 .  He hang out with me at Sports Day , Stadium , I Sukan 
4 .  He belanja me KFC 
5 .  He lie down next to me
6 .  He called me fat ._.
7 .  He texted me every single day
8 .  He wake me up with good morning text 
9 .  He's my ___
10  I don't remember other than this but he did all the sweetest things in my life .

I'm pretty upset when he left me like a piece of shit . Who the hell do you think I am ? Let me guess , you think I'm a girl that you can play for , then when you feel bored and you throw me like I'm a such a toy . Dude , even an idiot peoples can do better than you . Sorry dude , I'm not you're toy . You used to keep me and play with me , but then when you think I'm bored . You throw me like I'm such a plastic bag . Ouch , feel me please . I'm not your toy and IDGAF . Just be honest to me . Dumping me like this can't make you feel better . Keep that words , dude . I'm not goona seek a revenge but I'm gonna see if you can find any girls to play for   again . Just don't be a playboy . Good boy don't do girls like that . So , I hope you enjoy with your life and honestly , I can't accept you in my life anymore . Byebyeeee Dudee and be happy . 

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